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born in Solihull,a town in England just to south of the city of Birmingham. I lived there for 5 years then moved to Saudi Arabia for the first time and lived first in Asasco and then Roc compound for a total of 4 years. After that I was back in Birmingham, going to Al-Hijrah school, then to the school i wish I was still at, King Edward VI Camphill school for boys. This school is where i grew up into the person you see today, where all my friends are still studying at. But for some reason unknown to me, we had to move back AGAIN to Saudi, where I am now studying in Manarat.

Friday, 7 May 2010

Who I am

This is a song by the nasheed artisit zain bhikha. It has had a profound effect on me. Probably due to the fact that it sums up the nature of teens in school, peer pressure, the whole lot.

It is from the Album 1415 The beginning 


Social Expectation drowns us all inside
What you have should be what I want
Cos what I have just aint alright
The clothes I wear, the way I comb my hair
How I live, oh I don’t care
This is who I am, this is me
Nothing, everything, can’t you see
Who I am, just let me be
Cos like it or not but God loves me
Who I am
He said, she said, they all did
What’s expected of them all
To get to the top don’t matter
If somebody’s gotta fall
You gotta brace the storm, the norms to conform
Get what you wants’ gonna kill us all
Beyond the body that you see
There’s so much more to me
And I feel best when my soul is free
They tell me this is the way
that I need to reform
If I continue to stray,
I’m gonna start up a storm
Wear this, drive that, like this, not that
Don’t dare lose track or you’ll fall way back
But if my Lord loves me then
I know that I’m free
You can say what you want just let me be
I know if I’m real and it’s not a disguise
You’ll love who I am if you open up your eyes
I insist that you see, I aint a mystery
It’s who I wish to be, this is me
It’s what’s true within, come and look again
Looking through the skin
Who I Am